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Allison Interviewed on BBC Up All Night 24 Jan 2020 9:13 AM (5 years ago)

Aftermath author Allison Nazarian was interviewed on the BBC “Up All Night” program. Fast forward to approximately 3h13m to hear Allison discuss the impact of her family’s history on her past, present and future, all in the context of the 75th anniversary of the liberation of Auschwitz. The radio interview can be accessed in full via the player below.

Aftermath Author Allison Nazarian Discusses Family Trauma, Breaking Patterns 13 Jan 2020 3:06 PM (5 years ago)

Beautiful article from The Guardian/The Observer that includes Allison Nazarian’s experience around the legacy of Auschwitz and Holocaust for descendants.

Each of us has the power to break the bad patterns and heal the trauma that passes through families from generation to generation. Even the worst pain can be used to heal and better our world.

The Gates of Hell – Auschwitz 75 Years – on The Guardian

Allison Nazarian Interviewed On Canada’s ‘The Current’ 5 Nov 2019 10:29 AM (5 years ago)

Allison Nazarian is interviewed on CBC Canada’s ‘The Current’ with Laura Lynch. From the show: “We talk to two people touched by Auschwitz: Allison Nazarian, whose family lived with the aftermath of her grandparents’ time at the death camp, and Rainer Höss, who is fighting the legacy of his grandfather, camp commander Rudolf Höss.”

You can access the interview here and can skip to 46:50 for the start of the interview.

Aftermath Author in Toronto 29 Oct 2019 8:33 AM (5 years ago)

Join Aftermath author and 3G Allison Nazarian, along with a panel including the descendants of a Holocaust rescuer and a Nazi officer, at what is sure to be an incredible event in Toronto.

Aftermath Featured In Omaha Jewish Press 28 Aug 2017 10:21 AM (7 years ago)

Allison Nazarian is the granddaughter of Holocaust survivors and an award-winning copywriter. Her most recent book, Aftermath: A Granddaughter’s Story of Legacy, Healing, & Hope, explores why her family’s history empowered and made resilient people like her grandmother, whose life was a triumph until the day she died, well into her 90’s – while it haunted and ultimately destroyed others, like her mother who took her own life at the age of 51. Aftermath is a powerful look at healing, forgiveness, breaking old patterns, and finding the delicate balance between a proud legacy and a burdensome responsibility.

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Is Your Story Too Honest? 24 Oct 2016 5:07 PM (8 years ago)

“This book is amazing. I have never read anything so open and honest before.”

Really? I’m flattered. But never? That’s troubling.

To answer the question, no. No, your story is not too honest. Neither is mine.

It’s scary to put it all out there. Even in a time of TMI (Too Much Information) from Facebook to Reality TV to selfies to Snapchat and everything in between, laying it bare like that is a scary prospect.

For me, however, it was always scarier to think that it may never be out there.

This book is my gift for my kids, and their future kids. It is for my mom, whose story was cut short. It is for my grandmother, whose story fueled her nine-plus-decades-long life.

It is also my gift to myself. And as such, honesty is the only choice here.

The stakes are high, so anything less than brutal, all-out, full-on honesty does not work.

My story is not too honest. Nor is yours.

This is 45 7 Jun 2016 4:45 AM (8 years ago)

Here I am, equidistant from 15 and 75.
Equal parts wonder and “meh.”
At 45, I’m now parentless.
At 45, I miss my mom more than ever.
At 45, I’m preparing for one of my birdies to leave the nest, the other in just two years.
At 45, I am loved and supported beyond what I ever expected.
At 45, I am thisclose to my book, started now 19 years ago, being done. DONE.
At 45, I am asking the Universe to show me ways I can be of service to others.
At 45, I am still getting to know my own light.
At 45, I am well-acquainted with my dark.
At 45, I wait. I welcome and I expect.
At 45, I am a lover of the simple, of the minimal, of the uncomplicated, of the streamlined.
At 45, I remember wanting to be a lawyer, a sports agent and, for about a day and to sound important, a neurosurgeon.
At 45, I still believe a Redskins’ Superbowl is imminent. #HTTR
At 45, I’m about to let the grey win.
At 45, I love saying no. And I have gotten good at it.
At 45, I am looking for more things to say “yes” to.
At 45, I am including with this post a no-makeup, no-filter, in-front-of-the-shower-in-the-bathroom selfie, and, you know, that’s that.
At 45, I look at my girlfriends and know that I deserve them, but I still am in awe of my good fortune.
At 45, I stop what I am doing here and everywhere else to text way too much.
At 45, I still get compliments on my smile.
At 45, I don’t smile enough.
At 45, I still am a big fan of the “F” word.
At 45, I will just say it. Fuck.
At 45, I still believe Howard Stern is king.
At 45, I am still a speed-reader.
At 45, sometimes I need +1.00 readers.
At 45, I’m over it. A lot of “it.”
At 45, I know it all and I still don’t know anything.
At 45, I remember everything.
At 45, I’m OK.
Today, I am 45.

Bookends 29 May 2016 9:46 AM (8 years ago)

My son, my first child, was born at the end of 1997. Four months later, nearly to the day, my mom died. That same son, now 18, graduated from high school last Saturday. Two days later, my dad died.

Bookends: “occur or be positioned at the end or on either side of something”

On that Saturday of graduation, I called Dad in his hospital room. He had been hospitalized for a few months already, and it was wearing on him. I had wanted to share some details of the graduation ceremony, but at the beginning of the call I realized something had changed. He was no longer thinking about getting out. He was shutting down in more ways than one. He had accepted his future.

“I feel like the world is coming to an end,” he told me, “But I am satisfied with it. In a way, I welcome it.”

This was the last message my dad had for me before we hung up. And I will treasure it forever. A few hours earlier, I had been sitting in a packed auditorium in West Palm Beach, Florida, watching 500+ kids/young adults excitedly graduate from high school and embark on the next stage of their lives. At the same time, my dad’s own life was coming to an end in a hospital room in Bethesda, Maryland.

Bookends: “occur or be positioned at the end or on either side of something”

As the graduates welcomed the possibilities and the pure, gorgeous potential of a full life ahead, my dad, too, welcomed his fate, though it was a far different one.

My dad was a brilliant and gentle man who modeled for me the behavior of a true gentleman. My son, too, is a brilliant and gentle man with a huge heart and endless plans to make the world a better and cooler place.

I am a better person for knowing both of them.

Bookends: “occur or be positioned at the end or on either side of something”

Dedicated to the memory of Mitchell Blankstein (1933-2016)

My Upcoming Book Profiled 13 Apr 2016 11:59 AM (9 years ago)

Read this profile on my upcoming book on “3Gs,” or grandchildren of Holocaust survivors.

Reporter Matt Lebovic did a beautiful job of bringing together all of the components of my story, and of the larger story of my generation and three generations in the aftermath of the Holocaust.

<– P.S. The picture they used was taken in 1993 at my graduation from the University of Pennsylvania.

It Is Time 13 Apr 2016 11:56 AM (9 years ago)

This post was originally written ca. 2011.

This morning I tried to weasel out of my writing committment to myself.

But my honey called me on it.

Well, he didn’t have to. I called myself on it.

The conversation went something like this:

Me: Let’s go out to breakfast, wouldn’t that be fun!?

Him: Sure.

Me: How about we go right now!?

Him: After your morning post, right?

Me/My Ego: Naah, I don’t need to do that right now. I’ll get to it later.

Him: [Silence]

Me: [Sigh] Yes. The morning post. I’m on it.

* * *

I wrote this about Signs. How they are all around us, likely all the time, and how when we have an openness and detachment from what we feel the sign must look like, then it often appears in a form we never imagined.

Last night, I was with two longtime business friends, Kate and Ali. (Wait…..wasn’t that an 80s sitcom?!?!) Kate was interviewing each of us about our adventures in entrepreneurialism and me also about my book, Love Your Mess. We were videoing these conversations at Ali’s amazing studio which houses a “traditional alternative” high school she conceived of, founded and now runs in Delray Beach, Florida. Someday, this concept and a school of Ali’s may come to a town near you, so watch for it and her!

The walls of Ali’s space are amazing. The kids write poems, paste quotes, make collages and use every last space of whiteboard and chalkboard walls to create an atmosphere that one cannot help but be inspired by. Though I have been to the space several times, I am always mesmerized by what is going on in there, physically, energetically and of course academically.

As I was looking from one spot to another, trying to take it all in, my eyes rested upon a large and colorful clock you see in the picture for this post. The clock’s face, inside the layer of glass, was covered in buttons of all sizes and colors.

Ali turned to me and said, “This clock gets more comments from people than anything else in here.”

“I bet,” I said. “It’s so cool.”

“You know these buttons, right?,” Ali asked me.

I looked at her with uncertainty. “No…..”

“These are from your grandmother’s sewing collection. They were your grandmother’s.”

Oh. My. God. My grandmother’s sewing collection. My grandmother had been a seamstress all her life. When she died, I couldn’t bring myself to throw away her massive collection of scraps of fabric, yarns, labels, elastic, pins, buttons and anything else you can imagine she amassed over at least 50 years of sewing and collecting such things. Though I would have loved to have possessed the skill she did, I didn’t and am not a sewer. Nor is my sister. I longed to find someone who wanted all of this, or somewhere willing to accept it as a donation for those who do love sewing.

For a while, I couldn’t find the right person (or anyone, for that matter).

Then, at some point last year, Ali and I had a conversation and she suggested that I could give it all to the kids in her school — after all, who would put all of this color and texture to a more creative use than Ali’s kids??

After the initial emotions that came with gathering all that stuff and giving it away, I’d all but forgotten about it.

Until last night.

Until the clock. The clock with her buttons. With her colors. With her signs.

The most obvious sign would be one of time.

It’s time.

Now is the time.

Or, perhaps more in keeping with her straightforward attitude, “It’s about time.”

In fact, I could almost hear the conversation: “Bubby, guess what? I am finally ready to write the book about you and your experiences, and how they affected our family. I’ve even told lots of people about it, so I can’t turn back now.”

She’d answer, with her Polish accent, something like, “Alkele, what were you waiting for? It’s about time.” (With a P.S. of, perhaps, “And don’t go to breakfast before you write about me.”)

It was also no coincidence that this sign came on the eve of my son’s, my first child and her first great-grandchild, 14th birthday. I never thought she’d love anyone like she loved my sister and me…until Daniel was born. In her eyes, there was no world beyond Daniel. He became her everything. I am pretty certain she wanted me to know she remembered Daniel’s birthday and wanted to make sure she got in on the birthday wishes.

It’s about time. (And now I can go out to breakfast…)